Update, still unemployed, had a brief temp job and then an even briefer temp job. Canceled assignments, fuck them.
Read a bunch of books, addictive series, Beautiful Creatures, Mortal Instruments, Pretty Little Liars and The Divergent series.
Done the online dating thing again, no love connections there. Dated one guy briefly last summer. Charming and I are closer now, hung out more watching movies and talking and even trying to write a story together. We have also had some really great make out sessions and hot sex. We’ve helped each other through some difficult things and he has helps keep me sane and cheers me up during this horrible frustrating job hunt.
So I have seen Charming a couple of days a week since the new year and been texting as usual. Well Friday night I went in to get some dinner. I couldn’t care less about dinner but I can’t sit in there and just drink sweet tea and I didn’t feel like dessert. So I got a different hug because he was sitting on the edge of the table so it was arms wrapped each other instead of regular hug then I guess the fact that he is at work kicked in so we did our usual big hug and lingered a little bit. I hade the good bra and red sweater that with the good bra and has beautiful cleavage revealed. So he gets my sweet tea and I go to the buffet having no clue what I feel like eating. So I had some seafood and chicken and mashed potatoes and jello and hot chocolate.well he got off early and I asked him about coming over to hang out instead of waiting for two hours until his ride got off. He thought it but then declined but then said he getting off at 9 Saturday night too and he’d come hang out and pinkie promised on it. finally had sex with Charming tonight! I was not disappointmented at all, my curiosity of what he has in pants is finally satisfied. So i go to use the Trogan magmum.Damn he is fuckin awesome in bed. Before the clothes came off, we had a hot make out session. He is such a great kisser and lip nibbling,sucking and biting , i have a little purple bruise on my lower lip that the only other time i have had was the hot make out session on Halloween . There is hot passion between us. I almost wish hadn’t turned off the bright ass night so I could get a really good look at him totally naked. I got a pretty good look with the glow of the tv from 8 mile. He has a nice body and big dick, damn could I please make him my love slave. I proved to him that I wasn’t lying my blow job skills. I took as much I could without gagging into my mouth. I felt the gag reflex and yeah throwing up would have totally killed the mood. And he kissed after that too which you never know if I guy will do.
So it is 2013. The last two weeks of 2012 were not so great for me. I missed a lot of work which means my most recent paycheck sucked ass. I had a much dreaded conversation with Charming and we still have more than friends relationship. It’s complicated. He was out of town for the holidays and I missed him a lot. Then he lost his phone so we didn’t even get to text starting the day after Christmas.
The other sexy man in my life was free on the Friday after Christmas so he came over for about an hour and a half. So I got some much need lovin and cuddling. It was nice while he was here but I am soo tired of sleeping alone especially when it is freaking cold.
New years eve, he was busy so me and my cats watched true blood and some movies. New year’s day I had a late start because it was too damn cold to get out bed and then I hung out with my Mom and favorite Aunt watching movies and eating yummy food. The next day after work I went to go see Charming and got a nice long hug. We usually only go 3 days at the most without seeing each other so going about 10 days was a long ass time.
So i did something a little crazy tonight, i waited until after closing and called Charming told him i had to give him something. I had a couple things to give him but only two were store bought. It was cold and pouring down rain, we hugged and i held on to him and i told him i had to do one more thing just in case the world does end tomorrow and i kissed him on the lips. He gave a kiss back and asked if we were still on for Saturday. I said yes, we hugged again and he told me to get out of the rain and text him when i get home.