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So I have seen Charming a couple of days a week since the new year and been texting as usual. Well Friday night I went in to get some dinner. I couldn’t care less about dinner but I can’t sit in there and just drink sweet tea and I didn’t feel like dessert. So I got a different hug because he was sitting on the edge of the table so it was arms wrapped each other instead of regular hug then I guess the fact that he is at work kicked in so we did our usual big hug and lingered a little bit. I hade the good bra and red sweater that with the good bra and has beautiful cleavage revealed. So he gets my sweet tea and I go to the buffet having no clue what I feel like eating. So I had some seafood and chicken and mashed potatoes and jello and hot chocolate.well he got off early and I asked him about coming over to hang out instead of waiting for two hours until his ride got off. He thought it but then declined but then said he getting off at 9 Saturday night too and he’d come hang out and pinkie promised on it. finally had sex with Charming tonight! I was not disappointmented at all, my curiosity of what he has in pants is finally satisfied. So i go to use the Trogan magmum.Damn he is fuckin awesome in bed. Before the clothes came off, we had a hot make out session. He is such a great kisser and lip nibbling,sucking and biting , i have a little purple bruise on my lower lip that the only other time i have had was the hot make out session on Halloween . There is hot passion between us. I almost wish hadn’t turned off the bright ass night so I could get a really good look at him totally naked. I got a pretty good look with the glow of the tv from 8 mile. He has a nice body and big dick, damn could I please make him my love slave. I proved to him that I wasn’t lying my blow job skills. I took as much I could without gagging into my mouth. I felt the gag reflex and yeah throwing up would have totally killed the mood. And he kissed after that too which you never know if I guy will do.

2014

Update, still unemployed, had a brief temp job and then an even briefer temp job. Canceled assignments, fuck them.
Read a bunch of books, addictive series, Beautiful Creatures, Mortal Instruments, Pretty Little Liars and The Divergent series.
Done the online dating thing again, no love connections there. Dated one guy briefly last summer. Charming and I are closer now, hung out more watching movies and talking and even trying to write a story together. We have also had some really great make out sessions and hot sex. We’ve helped each other through some difficult things and he has helps keep me sane and cheers me up during this horrible frustrating job hunt.

Creating a Protagonist Readers Will LOVE

Kristen Lamb's Blog

I assume that most of you reading this aspire to be great novelists, even those who are preparing to take the NaNoWriMo Challenge in November. Novels are only one form of writing and, truth be told, they aren’t for everyone. Stringing together 60,000-100,000+ words and keeping conflict on every page while delivering a story that makes sense on an intuitive level to the reader is no easy task.

That said, all novels begin with an idea. We talked a bit about how to create a SOLID idea yesterday. Many new writers start out with nothing more than a mental snippet, a flash of a scene or a nugget of an idea, and then they take off writing in hopes that seed will germinate into a cohesive novel. Yeah…um, no. 

Not all ideas are strong enough to sustain 60,000 or more words.

Think of your core idea as the foundation that will eventually…

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Creating a Protagonist Readers Will LOVE

Kristen Lamb's Blog

I assume that most of you reading this aspire to be great novelists, even those who are preparing to take the NaNoWriMo Challenge in November. Novels are only one form of writing and, truth be told, they aren’t for everyone. Stringing together 60,000-100,000+ words and keeping conflict on every page while delivering a story that makes sense on an intuitive level to the reader is no easy task.

That said, all novels begin with an idea. We talked a bit about how to create a SOLID idea yesterday. Many new writers start out with nothing more than a mental snippet, a flash of a scene or a nugget of an idea, and then they take off writing in hopes that seed will germinate into a cohesive novel. Yeah…um, no. 

Not all ideas are strong enough to sustain 60,000 or more words.

Think of your core idea as the foundation that will eventually…

View original post 980 more words

So it is 2013. The last two weeks of 2012 were not so great for me. I missed a lot of work which means my most recent paycheck sucked ass. I had a much dreaded conversation with Charming and we still have more than friends relationship. It’s complicated. He was out of town for the holidays and I missed him a lot. Then he lost his phone so we didn’t even get to text starting the day after Christmas.
The other sexy man in my life was free on the Friday after Christmas so he came over for about an hour and a half. So I got some much need lovin and cuddling. It was nice while he was here but I am soo tired of sleeping alone especially when it is freaking cold.
New years eve, he was busy so me and my cats watched true blood and some movies. New year’s day I had a late start because it was too damn cold to get out bed and then I hung out with my Mom and favorite Aunt watching movies and eating yummy food. The next day after work I went to go see Charming and got a nice long hug. We usually only go 3 days at the most without seeing each other so going about 10 days was a long ass time.

12/20/12

So i did something a little crazy tonight, i waited until after closing and called Charming told him i had to give him something. I had a couple things to give him but only two were store bought. It was cold and pouring down rain, we hugged and i held on to him and i told him i had to do one more thing just in case the world does end tomorrow and i kissed him on the lips. He gave a kiss back and asked if we were still on for Saturday. I said yes, we hugged again and he told me to get out of the rain and text him when i get home.

And more Charming

Sunday we texted and talked on the phone. He was off the medicine was making him sick to stomach and still very sleepy. So he was sleeping and playing video games. So 3 days without seeing him. My IBS or stress or both have been kicking my ass since Saturday night and even the prescription medicine isn’t helping. Monday afternoon, i took some more med and went to see Charming, got my usual hugs and my nice kiss on the cheek. I gave him a pretty little cross my friend and i made Friday. I didn’t sleep well Monday night, didn’t have any dairy products and stomach still fucked up,  plus my back hurt and some menstrual cramps and later on my head hurt. I was also feeling depressed too so I spent the day with my best friend. Charming and I texted some today and tonight and I saw him after I came home and feed the fur babies. I stayed until he closed up shop and then we went to our friends house. On the way I tried to discuss the shit that happened last week and some other stuff I need to get straight with him. Well apparently it is not a car conversation especially not a 5 minute one. I told it is not a conversation to have at his work and not by text message either. He said it was sit down and have a drink conversation. I told him then he needs to make for us do that. He said he would.  Well since we went to our friend’s house I didn’t get my usual goodbye hug. I did get one inside and I got another one and our somewhere between the neck and cheek kiss when I left. We texted Wednesday and i saw him at work, got my hugs and our somewhere between cheek and neck kisses. I texted him Thursday but his battery died. He replied to my Thursday text on Friday and i saw him Friday, we talked about plans for the weekend and did our usual hugs. We texted Saturday, talked in person……. Our plans for Saturday fell through. We texted some Sunday and Monday. We texted and then i saw him Tuesday, we talked and hugged 3 times. He texted me Wednesday and then i saw him Wednesday night where we talked and hugged twice and gave each other little kisses. Made plans to go out Saturday night for a drink , so i really hope the world doesn’t end on Friday . Had drinks on Saturday and talked for a couple hours, did not go as i wanted it to.

More Charming

Didn’t see Charming on Friday, Saturday or Sunday. We texted every day.i saw him Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday . I was going him a ride home Tuesday night and kiss him but some shit happened and i had to drop him off the last place i wanted to. We texted on Friday. We texted on Saturday, he’s taking medicine that makes him super tired so he’s off today and mostly sleeping . I had a mostly good day chilling with the family making Christmas decorations but about 4:00 tummy is acting up again. I am so sick of feeling sick and crappy. Damn this fucking IBS !

I’ve been naughty

So if you read the Charming post, you know I’ve seen him almost every day. Well my hot military man and part time lover texts me last night right after the first time i see and talk to Charming. Well folks i haven’t had sex in almost 2 months and when my sexy tatted man asked if i was free i thought about and then said yes. The timing was crazy, i had to get home, shower and shave, get some needed lovin from him, kiss him  goodbye, shower again and get back to Charming because he’s still in pain from the beat up body and broken nose so i am assisting him with some medicine. He has to work Thanksgiving and the day after while i am eating yummy food with my family. I am trying to chill with him after he gets off of work. Well Thursday night i get to see Charming dressed up, white button down shirt and tie, fresh hair cut and cleaned up goatee and mustache. They were very busy and he was wore out and tired so i did not to bring him home with me. Friday i went shopping and replaced his big ass CZ studs, one got lost during the fight. I headed out to the country and spent a few hours with me family and family friends, i got some homemade chili and Brunswick stew for Charming and something special to drink. He got locked out of his apartment Thursday night and got like no sleep so Friday night after he got off work he was going home and going to sleep. He slept for a while and then texted me that he ate the Brunswick stew for a midnight snack and drank his apple pie drink for a nightcap and thanked me again for both if them. Saturday i had to go back the store where i got the CZ studs because i got a pair of pink sparkly converse that i thought were the wrong size. They were not i was too lazy to untie them because i slide the rest of my sneakers on. I am on the way to my best friends house and Charming calls me. I have to call him back and put him on speaker without wrecking the car. He needs a ride to work so he isn’t fired for being late. I have to turn around and go downtown to get him through a shitload of traffic lights, cars parked on the street and 35 speed limit. I get there 2 minutes before he is supposed to be at work. So he is stressing and smoking like a chimney. I missed the turn to get on the interstate and have to make the long slow ride until we get to a different road then I am speeding 10 to 15 miles over the speed limit and he is still like 13 minutes late. I threw him out at the front door and he thanked me and gave me a hug. When I agreed to come get him I told him he owed me a sleep over. We have hung out on my bed and watched movies twice but he has not stayed over yet. After i dropped him off i went to my best friend’s house. We are hanging out trying to decide what we want to do when i get a text from a mutual friend of Charming and I that says I heard you may be getting lucky tonight. So Charming had decided he was going to sleep over at my house. Well of course I am all happy and excited and nervous for the next 5 hours but when we go see him at work to get a confirmation from him he is a bad mood because he got in trouble for being late and was stiffed twice. So he was going home and going to sleep. So I was kind of pissed but tried to act like I wasn’t. We texted some later that night. I saw him and we talked Sunday afternoon. I almost got to have lunch with him Monday before he went to work, his friend waits until Charming is off the phone to say oh man i can take you to work and the bank. So instead i had to see him at work we got to talk because it was almost dead at that time of day but not the same as being away from his job. I felt crappy on Tuesday so i didn’t see him but we texted Tuesday night. And i saw him Wednesday got a couple hugs and nice kiss on the cheek and texted once he was off. We texted Thursday and then got to see him at night, talked and more hugs. No kisses infront of his manager that is not a good friend of ours. Some texting last night. We talked on the phone last night too.